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people cant be trusted
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I just havent had too much to say in the past month or so.
I get like 30 hours a week now.
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so theres this girl in my senior foods class (I dont want to get into who she is and junk) so anyways, shes sitting next to me in the computer lab on myspace the whole time. and she starts commenting this boy. after reading the first couple sentances I knew I needed to document this. so I opened up notepad and moved it behind the start menu and typed everything she typed. she almost caught me about a hundred times but no cigar, Im just too smooth. she changed her mind when she got pretty deep into the comment and decided it’d be better in a message so she copied and cut the comment and pasted it to a message. then finished it. and I got the WHOLE THING copied. here it is.
so are you like mad at me or what? why did you lie to me? I never got a phone call from you last night and I really needed to talk to you about something is there something you aren’t telling me? maybe its just me. I dont know. but now we NEED to talk. I cant face losing you again. you should know that. I am going to stop calling you and let you do the work. Im just leting you know that now because I dont want you to be mad at me. I dont want to lose you again you should know that. honestly, I am still a little afraid that I am going to lose you again. I think you are an amazing person I dont want to fall in love with you again and then have to let you go. its happened to me way too many times. I hope you understand
I heart you lots
tiffany
I left out the spelling errors and all the times that she typed something then backspaced it then changed it to sound less crazy like:
“it would tear me into millions of little pieces”
and all these quoted lyrics from songs I’ll probably never hear.
it was a HOOT.
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wednesday is anohter plc day. I hope I dont almost die this time.
now I know there was a movie that kind of did this but I dont care because robin williams is lame.
what if peter pan lived as a boy who never grew up for an awful long time then left and eventually grew up. think of pan in college, pan having to deal with grades, teachers, parents, pressure, and just everything that comes with being an upstanding, american citizen. just think of who peter pan is, everything he is- happy, lucky, easy, free, content. Now drop him in the rat race. Think of how he’d turn out. after knowing what pure happiness is and what it can be and then having to deal with people for so long. I think he’d eventually just lose it, I probably would. He wouldn’t know what its like to deal with temptations, to deal with angry people, to manage his time, to work himself silly and end up not being able to afford what he needs. We dont think the world is THAT crazy because we dont know what neverland is like.. not really anyways.
The more I think of peter pan having to grow up in our world and having to experience how terrible it is, the more it reminds me of someone else.
seriously I didnt even think of this until after I started typing about this but jesus christ dealt with the same thing. if neverland is pure happiness what the heck is heaven? SUPERpure happiness? unmeasureable gladness? thats where jesus could’ve stayed and took naps and ate all the chocolate he wanted to. instead he had to be dropped into the rat race. now, he wouldn’t deal with the same EXACT things peter would deal with but he sure dealt with a lot. the same tempatations- because human nature has the same temptations even way back then, just different accesibility options. he dealt with people ALL the time. angry people, stupid people, people who wanted him dead, people who needed his help, and people who considered him a liar and a thief. the different between pan and jesus is jesus had a mission. jesus didn’t lose it because he had a mission in his life on earth. peter would just have been trying to get by.
I dont really know where Im going with this- I guess to do anything in life, you need a mission. or if you’re going to get through the world without messing yourself up too bad.
I thank god things happened how they did. jesus got beaten up really bad and then nailed to wood and left there to bleed for like a day. then wrapped up and thrown in a tomb. remember, he could’ve sat in heaven giggling with his dad and swinging everyday. reeses’ puffs for breakfast and ice cream for dinner. “yippee” he’d say. but there he was and here he is on our ugly world dying for us and helping us walk around. instead of feeling sorry for him I really just thank God for having it happen and giving me the understanding (at least a little) to understand what happened and take it into my heart and make jesus a nice little home in there.
I made the bed and hooked up his sattelite and everything.
tsk) girl, I heardcher vitamin B was a little low (pats chest and bites lower lip)
why dontchu let me balance out that diet for you? shoot.
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yesterday was a PLC day so we left school early. I went to nick’s house with aaron and we threw a hatchet at a tree for like an hour. after that we thought about building a tree house with a rope bridge but decided that we would probably die. so instead we made a noose out of a rope hanging from a tree in his yard just for fun. it went down to our waists to eliminate an accident. then I got a chair sat in the chair and put my head in the noose also just for fun and nick was joking like he was kicking the chair. then I got up and while I was getting up I was taking the noose off, nick pulled my chair again almost immdiately after my weight coming off of it. so he realized what he just did and hugged me from behind but I had already started stumbling back. then he fell on something so I did too and WRINK! I was hung. the rope tightened as soon as it pulled on my neck and I did a whohwoahwoa-UGH! then I fell forward on all fours and scrambled back up with the help of aaron and nick screaming oh crap! dude are you ok? then in my dizziness I got out of the noose and stumbled to the left where there was a two-by-four sticking out of the back of a truck and that hit me in the side of the head. so I was even more dizzy. then Aaron told me to stop walking and he just held both of my arms. then we all laughed.
now my neck is red and burned.
also, this is addicting.
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